If Only Words Could Describe..

If only words could describe the way I feel I wouldn't have such a hard time everyday Trying to subside the pain when I think of you Missing you for all that you were

You left me for someone who doesn't care A person that only feels for herself Yet when she hurts your heart The only thing you do is go back to her

I've always have been here caring for you Though you've never really seen We may be from two different worlds But we both shared something complicated

You know you had loved me but you turned away For someone who could higher your popularity status I may not be high in ranks but I feel for you Even though you never look at me the way you did

Maybe I shouldn't have lied and told you to take a chance Then you would have told her no But I deceived my heart to let you be happy And here you are all broken apart

Now we can't be friends because of who you are And I regret everything in the past But you let a friendship of years go for a girl I hope she loves you in the end the way I do

My heart told me no, but I had to move away Far from you and her and everyone Now we are thousands of miles apart and you don't care That I'm gone far away, and still missing you

One day you'll find out the way I really felt But right now I will just close my eyes and breathe Thinking of you just hurts me so bad And I can never go through it again

Even if I love you with my entire heart Yours is no longer the same I'd still give anything just to hold your hand But everything is forever changed